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Summer

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So, it's summer! I'm tired and thirsty and want some lemonade. Do people have suggestions for stuff I should draw? I'd like to draw some stuff. 

I have a job as a camp instructor which starts in a few weeks and will probably take up the majority of my time! I have to make lesson plans beforehand so I'm not completely free right now either. I'm nervous for the job, because I've never taught before. 

One good thing is that the environment seems really, really positive. Like, I feel like I could do really well there as I'm quite enthusiastic and can be really fun, I'm just scared because the whole "teaching a lesson and having students learn stuff" is new to me. 

I'm going to try not to think about it right now.
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Personal quantitative section
1. First thing's first. What's your name?
CameronFedora

2.Gender?
salt

3. Zodiac sign?
Gemini

4. Birthstone?
Alexandrite

Personal qualitative section

1. Eye colour? Brown

2. Hair colour/style. Is it your natural hair?
It's freakin' blue pixie cut, but it's fading a lot now. So no it's not natural, but eventually it will be again...

3. Current fitness?
Thin AF

4. Skin tone? white but tan

Education Section
1. Are you still in school?
college


3. Your best subject in school?
computer science but also sociology and art??

4. Worst subject in school?
math 

5. Did you drop out of school?
nope

6. If you are in college, then what is your major?
computer science

Life Section
1. Do you have a lot of friends?
Not really

2. Would you consider yourself a loner?
Not yet, but maybe someday. I'm really independent tho.

3. Describe your style of clothing.
Button downs and jeans.

4. Briefly describe your childhood.
I had a lot of fun but I had so much anxiety about certain things and I also had to go through a few surgeries when I was young which was scary.

5. Best memory.
camping out on the beach I guess

7. Best aspect of life right now?
Nintendo switch

8. Worst aspect?
growing up

Religious Section
1. Do you have a religion?
nope

2. Do you believe in God or a form of intelligent design?
I hope that there's a point.

3. Do people need to live by morals or just live to have fun?
I think you should be a good person, lol.

4. Briefly describe your top 5 most important beliefs/moral standards.

  1. Do whatever you want as long as it does not hurt others
  2. see #1
  3. see #2
  4. see #3
  5. see #4


"Life Sucks" Section
1. Do you have any allergies?
yes, dust kills me.

2. Addictions?
not really

3. Permanent injuries/scars?
A couple surgery scars! 
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Man that was... such a weird year. Mostly because the first semester and second semester were really different.

Let me give you all a rundown.
Oh, and so you guys know, I go to a fancy liberal arts school with lots of frat boys. 

First semester: College Honeymoon Phase
  • the best months of my life
  • made great friends
  • DRAMA tho
  • Awesome classes, except Creative Writing was sometimes boring.
  • My sexual diversity class was When the Deviation/Art/Upload is Just Right (icon)
  • the freedom was amazing, hanging out with friends all day, chilling in the library, eating dinner every night with friends, that was the life.
Winter Break/second semester: Shit gets real
  • Nearly suicidal for a couple days of winter break
  • The sadness eventually lessened to a general gloom and depression, which led me into Spring semester.
  • I was in a play, which took up my entire life for weeks. 
  • Started filling out a transfer app for RISD, then went back on it because I changed my mind (I should have just done it! Now it's too late...)
  • HATED my design class. It was the most boring, uncreative, simple-minded, menial art class I've taken in my life. Which fucking frustrated me because if thats what all the art classes are like, I'm in the wrong place. Literally my high school art classes were wayyyy better. Although I realized at the end that half the class were seniors taking it to fulfill their art requirement, so. 
  • one of my closest college friends A stopped being my friend for no good reason 
  • I got elected Vice President of our GSA equivalent, then quit because I felt so constrained and confined by fucking organization politics. Fuck organizational politics, I just want to be a fucking person. I had liked the organization throughout the year but like, being part of their organization is just way too much politics. 
  • I also realized that there are only, like, 10 gay people at this whole school. 
  • Also my dinner group has dissolved since I'm not friends with A anymore.
So um.... I lost a friend, my Hungarian friend is going back to Hungary, and I've ostracized myself from my main community (the LGBT community) by leaving their group. Not the best setup for next semester. 

I mean, second semester wasn't all terrible, I went to a drag show that was really great, the play went well, also I got two awards at honors day, also I have gotten straight A's in all my classes (so far... there's ONE left that hasn't posted a grade). 

Right now I'm planning on double majoring in computer science and studio arts. I'm afraid the art classes will suck and be just as uninspired as the design class, but maybe it was just a bad egg?

I ended my semester just begging to go home. I'm home now. 

I feel like I'm really close to becoming some loner college rebel who hates everyone or something. I feel like the school is too small, like, I'm still going to run into everyone I don't like, and the worst part is that the LGBT community is so small, the only way I feel like I can reach them is our GSA equivalent but I don't like it anymore. So I feel constrained there. 

I was looking up transfer deadlines for RISD, of course the Fall transfer already passed, there is Spring semester but I'm not sure I'd be qualified, since I need two years of college for it but I'd only have one and a half by then? And then I think about how tough I've heard the RISD classes are, and I get scared anyway. 

Wow so I'm really confused what else is new. Thanks for reading.



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Commissions are OPEN.

Hello, my wonderful watchers! I've decided to start commissions, for a few reasons:
  1. I want to get better. 
  2. I want to take art classes over the summer, which costs money($1000 each to be exact). 
  3. I want Core membership 
  4. I love making art for people!!!
So, please see below for the information!
Also, you must read and agree to the Terms of Service before commissioning me.


Pricing:
All prices listed are "starting from..." and may vary or increase based on the complexity of the design, pose, or expressions.

Simple Character Paintings
$15.00 USD or 1200 points.
+$15.00 for additional characters
Ribombee Sherlock by CameronFedoraSage by CameronFedora

Realistic B/W Paintings
$30.00 USD or 2400 points
+$30.00 for additional characters
Fuck Gender Pt. 2 by CameronFedoraFuck Gender pt. 4 by CameronFedora


CheckmarkWill draw:
  • Fanart
  • Your Characters/Species
  • Animals
  • People
  • Queer or LGBT characters
  • Nudity
  • Sexual (to a degree)
x Won't Draw:
  • Heavy Fetish
  • Hateful
  • Art for Commercial Purposes, as that violates my ToS.
  • Sexual art of real, living people
Questions?

If you have questions about what I will or not draw for commission, feel free to note me! Also if you want to ask for something that isn't offered above, feel free and we may be able to work out a price.

Time
Once your order has been approved and you have paid, it may take up to 3 weeks to complete your commission. If things get out of hand, I allow myself three months (90 days) to complete the commission before providing a full refund.
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Order Sheet

Commission Type:
Have you fully read and agreed to the Terms of Service?:
Description:
Character(s):
Pose:
Expression:
Clothing/Accessories:
References(these should be links to images): 
Payment Method:
Email if paying by Paypal:
Do you need it by a certain time?:
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Remember:  Do not send the payment until I have approved your order. I will say something like "You can send the payment now."

Ready to commission?
Great! Note me with the information. Be sure to refer to the Terms of Service to make sure the process is smooth and easy. 
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Hey everyone! Happy New Year! Well, it's technically still New Year's Eve where I live, but aww wellShrug ! 

I want to thank all my watchers for following me on my artistic journey this year! This year I produced mostly realistic charcoal, pencil, and digital works. But my new years resolution is to bring CREATURES back. Because I'm feeling stifled with black and white boring realism. I mean I love realism but if I want to do character design I should probably... practice character design. 

My new year's resolution is to draw more creatures / characters with stories behind them. I'm thinking about reopening commissions, but the problem with that is I don't have an account for money transfer (like real $$$) :P but I kind of want Core Membership so I think I'll aim for 1,200 points instead!

Do you have any new year's resolutions? And what do you think of this new direction?
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